I wonder what will happen to me in the next year. In the next month. In the next ten minutes? Things can be so unpredictable.
I wonder if it is us who make it unpredictable, or if life simply rolls that way.
Who knows what could happen to you? You could die at any second, but that doesn’t mean you should try to “live it up.” You should instead of try to escape it, accept it, embrace the improbability of it all, the sights, the smells, the things we feel. It is all to precious to try and distract yourself from it.
I wonder if I’ll ever be the same as everybody else.
I wonder if it’ll rain tomorrow, or if it’ll be cloudless.
I wonder if my sister will ever eat that bagel in the fridge.
So, like I said just bask in it, the improbability of it all. Try not to be so worried about everything, you can’t change what has happened or what will happen. You can only create what happens in the moment.